Monday, May 30, 2011

"Atlas Shrugged" and "The Virtue of Selfishness"

I was one of the few people in my town who parted with ten bucks necessary to watch the movie “Atlas Shrugged” on the big screen. Having read the reviews I wasn’t surprised that the few others in the theater were mostly older white guys like myself. Although that is not a demographic that assures box office success I was glad they made the movie and only wished that more young people could have seen it. I never read Rand in college and knew nothing about her core libertarian, anticommunist, pro capitalist leanings. She grew up under communist rule in Russia in the 40s & 50s and learned first hand the horrors of a political system that claimed to put the interests of the community above the interests of the individual. She saw how communism destroyed motivation, ingenuity and productivity and lead to a society of scarcity and despair. A big fan of American capitalism recognizing that a free market that placed no limit on what the individual could achieve was the best economic system for the common good. She saw in America not a perfect society but a society ruled by hope not despair and bounty, not scarcity. The excess goods and services produced by countless individuals seeking their own self interest resulted in more of everything for everyone. Even the poorest in America had much more the homogenized proletariat of Russia. She attributed this to what she called “The Virtue of Selfishness”.


I was in a bookstore the other night and I ran across a copy of Ayn Rand’s book by that title. After reading a few pages it became clear that she was not defining “selfishness” exactly as we do; as being greedy or miserly or as my pastor used to put it “getting all you can, canning all you get and sitting on the can”. She saw selfishness more as a rational approach to life where we focus on becoming the best that we can be so that the success and bounty we create in our own life inevitably spills over into the lives of others. Sound familiar? There are countless self help books that preach this same philosophy as do many pastors in the pulpit. But few are willing to connect it so inextricably with Capitalism and free market economy.


Ultimately however, selfishness is the way of the world. It is not a virtue but an innate characteristic. Every animal is born with a survival instinct. Baby turtles hatch on the beach and struggle mightily to make it to the sea in hopes of surviving while sea birds swoop down from the sky and gobble them up, also in hopes of surviving to feed their young and give them the energy to migrate north for the summer. When their bellies get too full they take a brief pause floating on the ocean’s surface under which hungry sharks, also driven by a primal self interest swim up and eat them from below... and on it goes. Man in his natural state is no different. No one has to teach a child to be selfish. From birth a baby cries for it’s mother’s milk and continues crying to get it’s way. As it grows it learns more effective strategies: from begging, pleading, fighting, screaming, lying, cheating, stealing, and murdering to - more socially acceptable means such as working, earning, negotiating, trading investing etc.. The techniques vary but the ends are the same: to fill one’s belly meet one’s needs preserve one’s life and the lives of those those they care about. Selfishness is ultimately doing what sustains the self. It is incontrovertible however that although not everyone benefits from the acts of selfish individuals, many do. The entrepreneurs of the past and present formed huge companies, employed thousands or workers and produced products for millions and paid countless dollars in taxes. Despite the fact that some workers are exploited, some companies are driven into bankruptcy and graft and corruption occasionally rear their ugly heads, people generally benefit from having more food, better houses and more affordable cars, . For example, Walmart although it has put countless mom and pop operations out of business does provide lower cost food and consumer goods to those who need them the most.


I agree with Ayn rand that selfishness is not quite as bad as it has been made out to be. And we need to guard ourselves against a closed mind about it. For example if your daughter calls you a selfish old miser because you don’t give her money to go out and and party with her friends, you don’t have to automatically feel guilty and give her the money because she is only going to go out to eat, drink, smoke or otherwise spend what she has not earned on her own selfish interests. She may even feel morally superior because she has convinced someone else to become more “generous”. Which begs the question; who is the more selfish of the two?


This same dynamic holds true in the interaction between liberals and conservatives. By definition conservatives are selfish because they want to hold onto (conserve) what they have earned. This can be seen in the differing attitudes that these two groups take towards taxes. Conservatives generally want to cut taxes and hold onto more of what is theirs. Liberals on the other hand want to raise taxes. Why? Because of all the wonderful social programs that money afford. Food for the hungry, medical attention for the indigent all the way up to free medical care for anyone who makes less than $X000 a year etc.. And if you listen to the debate, liberals use the same kinds of words on conservatives that children use to pry cash out of their parents. They call them selfish, miserly, stingy, cruel, brutal, all the way up to the point where they say things like “Republicans want seniors to die” “autistic children to go without medical treatment” and the ever popular placard slogan “Republicans want grandma to eat dog food.” Well you get the point. One person is calling another person selfish in order to achieve his selfish interest. The Robinhood syndrome. Steal from one group to give to another. Stealing is elevated to a moral virtue as long as the money is taken from a Republican and not a Jew or a Black.


Are there no true altruists in the world? Well there was one about 2000 years ago but He didn’t receive the a hero’s welcome one would expect. Once they discovered He was for real, His true unselfishness exposed their phony hypocritical selfishness to such a degree that they had to get rid of him. His light exposed the darkness of their souls and they had to shut it off. It’s like when you switch on the lights in the kitchen late at night when you forgot to put the food away and the cockroaches scramble. They know they are up to no good. And if they could they’s eat you they would... But that’s just too disgusting to think about right now.


So where was I? Oh yes liberals are cockroaches and conservatives are... No no that’s not where I was going with this. I was talking about Ayn Rand’s book “The Virtue of Selfishness”. I’ll confess I haven’t read the entire book and probably will never have time to but the title alone has given me more than enough food for thought as I hope it has you. Let me conclude with this. A virtue is something someone aspires to, an achievement that requires sacrifice. Man’s natural selfishness or survival instinct cannot be defined as a virtue because it just is. It is in our nature to eat to drink to satisfy our needs as Maslow so eloquently described in his hierarchy of needs. A virtue by definition requires going against ones nature. Running into a burning house to save a baby, fighting off a criminal to protect our family and yes even working our fingers to the bone to put our kids through college.


So what makes a person do something that is against his own selfish, evolutionary survival instinct? Only one thing LOVE. No not the syrupy stuff you see in the movies usually involving the exchange of various bodily fluids, but genuine love defined as “Putting someone else’s interests above our own.” That’s it? That’s love? It’s not “Never having to say your sorry” as the movie “Love Story” proclaimed? Nope. “Putting someone else’s interests above our own.” Try it out in a real life situation. Does it work in the above examples: running into the burning house? Protecting the family from criminals? Working ones fingers to the bone? Love, Love, Love. It is the only definition that will work in all the legitimate examples you can come up with. The illegitimate ones are quickly exposed by the light.


You need a Biblical example? There’s a great Bible story that illustrated this beautifully.


“Then Mary took about a pint of pure nard, an expensive perfume; she poured it on Jesus’ feet and wiped his feet with her hair. And the house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume. But one of his disciples, Judas Iscariot, who was later to betray him, objected, “Why wasn’t this perfume sold and the money given to the poor? It was worth a year’s wages.” He did not say this because he cared about the poor but because he was a thief; as keeper of the money bag, he used to help himself to what was put into it.” (John 13:3)


Sound like anyone you know or have voted for? You see the one thing about love is this you can’t fake it. Oh yes you can fool some people into believing you are very “spiritual” “holy” and “liberal” attending to the needs of the poor with someone else’s money, but your deeds will expose you because one day you will betray true love for thirty pieces of silver and then when you realize what you have done. Like Judas you may try and give the money back but it will be too late.


When Judas, who had betrayed him, saw that Jesus was condemned, he was seized with remorse and returned the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and the elders. “I have sinned,” he said, “for I have betrayed innocent blood.” “What is that to us?” they replied. “That’s your responsibility.” So Judas threw the money into the temple and left. Then he went away and hanged himself. (Matthew 27:3)

The sad thing is that Judas didn’t have to hang himself and die in eternal regret. But sometimes we go so far down the wrong path that we don’t believe we can turn back. We believe the lie long enough and convince others to believe it to the point that we don’t have the courage to turn back or repent. We can’t admit that we are the selfish ones, we are the liars, we are the cheaters we are what the Bible rightfully calls: sinners. “I am a sinner.” Have you ever said that? Judas never did. He was too proud. He was too self righteous. “A whitewashed grave full of dead things.” as Jesus put it. If you have never admitted that you ARE a SINNER you are unfortunately in the same category as people like Judas. He even partied out with Jesus but his heart was dark, cold and dead. He put on a good act of caring for the poor but he was a thief in his heart.

Ayn Rand didn’t believe in “Original Sin” She believed that everyone was borne as a blank slate with the capacity for sin or virtue and that the a properly educated rational person would always chose virtue. Why? Because virtue was ultimately in his best interest. Maybe if she had lived longer she would have realized what king Solomon, the wisest man who ever lived concluded: “Indeed, there is no one on earth who is righteous, no one who does what is right and never sins.”. There are no truly virtuous persons. If selfishness is born into us like an instinct it is the same thing as original sin. I have never met a sinless person. I have met people who are a whole lot better than me but compared to Jesus who was tempted in all ways as a man yet without sin died to pay the penalty for the sins of people who hated him. Nope I’ve never met anyone like that. Never met anyone liberal, conservative or libertarian who didn’t need a savior.

Though I find a lot in Ayn Rand’s rationally deduced conclusions to applaud, there is one thing that the rational mind will always reject. That IT is part of the problem. The ego that powers it and the pride of life that it engenders are not sufficient to save us. In fact they are its biggest opponent. “For everything in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—comes not from the Father but from the world.” 1 John 2:16. The ultimate reality is that this world is passing away. It is but a blip on the radar of eternity. Yes there are liberals who would steal my money and give it to the poor and feel morally superior to me by so doing. There are libertarians like Ayn Rand who would sleep peacefully at night if they could abolish 90% of the government and tell me to fend for myself in a world of equal opportunity but not equal outcome. And there are conservatives who would just be happy if they could hold on to some solid ground in a world whose values are constantly being torpedoed by pop icons like Lady Gaga. But in a moment all of them will be gone. The curtain will be drawn. The sky will be rolled away like a scroll and all mens theories and self righteous achievements will be laid bare before a creator who sees mens hearts. Our greatest accomplishments will be like dust in the wind. And only those things done out of genuine love by God’s spirit in us, for an eternal purpose, will survive into eternity.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Red Digital Cinema Production (In the land of the blind)


I’ve been making commercials for longer than I care to admit. I have always been a hands on guy but 25 years ago even though I owned my own camera gear and a 3/4” offline edit system there was only so much I could do. Then I was at the mercy of the lab, the online facility the dubbing house etc.. It was like going through a dark tunnel in a low budget horror movie where at any second a hideous monster would jump out and bite me in the a__. When I first heard about the Red I saw a light at the end of that tunnel. I would no longer be paying ridiculous amounts of money to people who had nothing to do with the creative process but, blocked it at every step of the way, forcing me to compromise on quality in order to eek out a reasonable profit.


Having owned my Red now for over a year, I have started to emerge into the light at the end of that tunnel. A couple of recent projects illustrate this quite clearly. A few weeks ago a director friend of mine, who usually works in 35mm, called and asked if I was available for a low budget commercial to be shot in the Florida Keys. He wanted to shoot above water, underwater, on a jet ski, at night, in slo-mo, etc.. The clincher was in wanted to shoot this Thursday and Friday and have a rough cut ready to show his client on Sunday. He told me I could come back to my studio in Fort Lauderdale to do final color correcting and audio mixing on Monday and Tuesday but he wanted something to show them on site. I told him it was a “tall order” but, thought I could handle it. (I knew I could handle it but, I never like to overstate my case. I would rather under-promise and over deliver than the alternate).


Having recently completed a long underwater shoot in the Bahamas using a new custom underwater housing I personally designed for the Red, I knew the underwater stuff would be no problem. He had some wild POV shots he wanted, I would let the key grip deal with that but, just in case, I brought along a little HDV camera and housing for backup. I packed an assortment of prime and zoom lenses, three Red Batteries, two Red Raids, a lightweight tripod and an Arri shoulder mount. For editing I brought my 15” Mac Book Pro, a couple of compact 500 MB Iomega Firewire 800 external hard drives, and cheap 19” DVI/HDMI computer monitor for field monitoring and editing, and an adaptor cable for my Laptop Monitor out to both DVI and HDMI. I was going to bring along the new Matrox MXO Mini but didn’t have time to place the order before my shoot. Anyway, I knew I would have a day or two back at the office to do any critical color correction so, I wasn’t worried.


The shoot went flawlessly. We had about 8-10 setups, mostly exteriors with simple lighting, and one shot in front of a fire pit that turned out beautifully. The only minor challenge was he wanted to shoot everything at 30FPS in a 24P project. Just slightly slower than real time. I had never done this before on a 4K project and I didn’t think it would make much difference but, to my surprise it did. It gave the piece a slight dreamy quality that worked well with the content and made the pans look far less “strobey” then they are on hard vertical lines at 24P.


We finished our shoot around noon on Friday. We cleaned up and had a nice lunch around the pool while I left the footage copying to my hard drive up in the room. We went up to the room after lunch and the director and I picked our favorite takes in “Log and Transfer” on FCP Studio 2. As he approved a selection I would digitize it in the background in “Native” mode (which only takes a few seconds) and continued logging. After an hour or so we had gone through the footage several times and the director started hinting he was getting bored and wanted to go home. This is something I love to hear and always encourage. I told him I’d play with the footage for a while and we could get into it in the morning. He was delighted and headed for the door. So was I . I know by the following morning I would be completely done and be able to head home a day early.


There was no narration and only a few graphics so, I decided to pick some music and a few sound effects, and head down to enjoy my complementary dinner at the grill. There was an item that called to me from the menu the previous night, the sesame seared Ahi tuna on a bed of cous cous and grilled vegetables but, I didn’t want to order the most expensive item on the menu the first night... but I digress. Anyway, I put my wifi connection to good use navigating over to www.neosounds.com, a fantastic stock music site that is “cheap, fast and good”. Check it out for yourself if you don’t believe me. It has a very effective search engine and multiple lengths of every cut 15, 30, 60 and full. It even lets you download a free mono proxy file to drop on your time line to see if it works with your spot. Once on the site, I put in a few key words like “tropical”, “Island”, “vacation” and started previewing the list. I couldn’t make up my mind they were all so good so, I downloaded about ten of them and dropped them on the time line one above the other and muted all but one.


It was starting to get dark and I didn’t want to be the first one in the restaurant so, I decided to take one more step. Someone once told me if you’ve got a great opening and a great closing it doesn’t really matter what is in the middle so, I decided to pick my opening and closing shots. Nothing too literal but more evocative. The name of the resort was Hawks Cay. We didn’t have any shots of hawks and the director wasn’t interested in using any stock footage but, I did notice out of the corner of my eye a shot of a bird passing overhead as a little boy jumped into the pool. It was an underwater shot shooting up at the child through the wavy water’s surface so it would be impossible to tell that the bird flying over was a pelican and not an Osprey so, I popped it in. I then went to www.soundbible.com to see if I could find any sound of an osprey. There were dozens, all free, not that I wouldn’t have spent 10-20 bucks for it but, why pay for something that’s available for free. I also downloaded a splash sound which I would later apply a little echo to make it sound like it was being heard underwater.


So there I had my opening shot. I was half way through and it was only 7PM. I then looked for a good “Mise en scène”, a shot that more or less told the whole story in a single frame. Since Hawks Cay is a high end sport fishing resort I knew it had to be some sort of fishing shot, a shot that would put the viewer in the scene, a shot that would capture the excitement of fishing and the beauty of the surroundings. I remembered a low angle shot of the director’s son casting a spinning rod silhouetted by the sun. In slo-mo it would be perfect. I dropped it in and fitted the logo in on his right side. It was now 7:30 a respectable time to start cleaning up and getting ready for dinner.


The Sesame Seared Tuna was even better than I had imagined. So was the key lime pie. When you eat alone though it is hard to spend more than about an hour because, no matter how slow the service there is no one to talk to to eat up the rest of the time so, by 8:30 I was back up in the room. By 12:30 I had three different versions of the spot, my favorite and several other variations with minor tweaks, and a choice of music tracks so, as not to make the director feel like I was pushing an agenda on him. The key to being an editor directors want to work with is to appropriately stroke their ego, whenever possible, and never make them feel like you are wrestling control of the project from them.


When the director showed up after breakfast to start picking takes I offered to show him the rough drafts I had come up with the previous night. He watched in silence. He was speechless. “What about color correction?” Done. “What about sound mixing?” Done. “How about a DVD to ship to the client?” “How about FTPing then a Hi-Def Quicktime file right now? But his last question was the most telling. “Why is it when I take Red files to a major Post house everything takes so long, costs so much, and requires transcoding and conversion yada yada yada?” I said, “That it’s because when you start a revolution you don’t go back to the people you revolted against and ask them to help you put the last nail in their own coffins.” Sure, there is a time and place for far more complicated workflows and production processes but, for the vast majority of projects it is a whole new game.


Oh yeah, here is a copy of the finished spot. Like all good directors he made a few tweaks as did the client but, ninety percent of it came from my favorite version. www.sea-cam.com/Video/HawksCayUpdate.mov


If you are new to Red don’t allow rental houses, post houses and so-called ‘experts” baffle you with bull s@#%. It is not all that tough to shoot and edit cost effectively. Pick the brains of other users on the www.reduser.net and experiment. This is a whole new game and as my father used to say “In the land of the blind the one eyed man is king.”


George Monteiro 1/6/10